Passenger's Trip
WALA AKONG MAISIP NA TOPIC! PURO BURA! -_-

it is not about the fact that i still love you,

thou i am still bargaining that i can still be yours, and you will be mine

but for the last chance, 

even though its seems a desperate move, may look odd to others 

i will do this things because of the beautiful memories,

beautiful memories that you and i shared together,

the memories that i still hold on to, 

the memories that will make me remember you are one of the best thing that came to my life,

but memories will always be memories, nothing can change it,

and right now you were just a memory, a memory that i wish to be happening again

Hindi ko alam kung bakit gandang ganda ako sa kanta ni Yeng na IKAW siguro dahil maganda ang gusto i-convey ng message or dahil kahit pakingan mo lang tong kantang to masasabi mo mararamdaman mo talaga kung anong gusto nya sabihin dun sa lalaking iniibig nya.. sobrang na-aappreciate ko yung mga ganitong musika sobrang sarap pakingan lalu na’t alam mo bawat salita sa kanta na to ay totoo at ma-irerelate mo talaga :) 

naging paborito ko din to dahil naaalala ko si sharmaine dito sa kantang to XD kala ko kasi siya na yung bigay sakin ng maykapal ehh yan tuloy nawala bigla XD hahha this song will always be in my memory :) 

"i do have some say in who hurts you and i like my choices"

happy birthday yan tumatanda ka na sana naman lumaki ka pa diba? dejk XD hahah di ko alam sasabihin ko pero i’m very thankful na dumating ka sa pagkakataon na to sa buhay ko at naging masayang masaya ulit ako, sabi ko nga diba hindi man ikaw yung pinaka-maganda, matangkad you will always be beautiful,matangkad and ang pinaka cute para sakin :D alam kong di pa tayo ganun magka-kilala pero i’m taking the chances para makilala ka pa :D, natandaan mo yung sinabi kong ang hirap mo kasing suyuin i’m planning to court you kaso dehins pwede wag muna pero ayokong ligawan ka gusto ko kung sakali man maging tayo na (as if naman mangyayari) dun kita liligawan odiba edi hindi natatapos :D dejk lang i wish you all the best sa studies mo, galingan mo lalu talaga akong nagpupursigi para pagbutihin yung studies ko dahil ganun ang ginagawa mo XD, oyun God Bless and more birthdays to come pasensya na kung lagi kitang kinukulit XD happy birthday ulit” :)

hay this birthday message XD

ito nanaman ako sa stage na parting ways, sabi ko ayoko na maulit to kaso mukhang di talaga maiiwasan. kanina habang kausap ko siya alam ko na kung anong mangyayari pero emotionally di ako handa mahirap tangapin yung taong natutunan mong pagkatiwalaan at naging espesyal sayo ay mawawala na lang bigla sayo. nahihirapan ako kasi siya yung tipo na matagal mong hinintay at minsan mo na lang makita sa panahon ngayon oo alam kong masyado ng gasgas kung sasabihin kong she is different from other girls, napaka-unique nya pero para sakin ganun kasi. comfortable ako pag-kasama sya parang kahit isang buong araw pa okay lang basta’t sya, natakot na akong mawala yung taong to sakin kaya gusto ko ma-keep kung ano man meron kami ngayon pero kailangan tanggapin na bukas pag-gising ko wala na yung kung anong meron kami dati .

P.S

to Ms. whoeveryouare just like Gus said to Hazel Grace

I’m inlove with you

Panget pag pinakawalan mo yung taong mahal mo. Gawin mo muna lahat ng paraan bago mo sukuan.

sobrang thankful ako na masasabi ko na gusto ko si sharmaine santiago, i’m happy kung anong meron tayo and we both know na kailangan natin maging ready, sabi mo nga “your the person i want to be with yung kagaya mo” pero confident ako kung sasabihin ko yan na SHARMAINE YOUR THE PERSON I WANT TO BE WITH, YUNG MGA KATULAD MO MA’AM :) sabi nga ni augustus waters “.. I’m in love with you, and I know that love is just a shout into the void,………………. and I know the sun will swallow the only earth we’ll ever have, and I am in love with you.” yan kahit di man ako kasing expressive augustus waters yan ang nararamdaman ko :) kahit sigaw pa yan sa kawalan at wala mang makarinig im still proud that i can say that words pero we talked about this already, i’m willing to wait yoko na humanap pa :p nandito na sa harap ko ehh tagal ng hinintay baka mawala pa :).last na to matutulog na ako XD 

(time 1:47, Sept. 7,2014)

what are the things that i wish for my birthday? —- there are so many things that i want to have and to experience but for my special day gifts are okay, greeting cards are okay too but this year i wish for something more ordinary. i want to feel that emotion again i want other people to make me cry because of happiness i know this was a silly gift to ask but the feeling of happiness you felt after people remember your day and will simply greet you a happy birthday will be greatest silly gift that i would receive .. :)

Now i know the reason why there are so many people are attracted to you even myself cannot resist this attraction i can honestly tell that the more i try to resist the more your personality shows me the reasons why you should be loved , admire and make you my inspiration. i can see this now because this time i can be with you and notice every actions you make. but why? why is that on everything you do i always care? why is that every words you said,the move you take makes my heart beats faster? why do you have to be that kind of person that can easily caught my attention even though in the past we are that close already? why didn’t i notice you?

you have a special gift, a gift that can make any people loved you by just making them realize and letting them know who you are inside and out. HE was lucky to have you whoever who he is, and there is so many competitions lately and i do not want to compete for you too. i am happy where i am now and i am still be in this same situation no matter what happens.